The pack felt
heavier than I remember…a good kind of heavy…a heavy that signaled the start of
a two day adventure that was a long time in waiting for renewal. It had been
several years since my last backpacking trip, but today, I was on my own once
again. The fall air wrapped itself around my lungs filling them with a
recharged vigor and my steps soon found their rhythm. I began with a too fast pace that soon slowed to a more
scenic tempo. Kentucky
is not known for a lot of wind, but today a stiff breeze served as a cooling
agent on a unseasonably warm November day, and cut across the tops of the
trees shaking loose showers of falling leaves that floated like golden
raindrops. A cobalt blue sky cheered me onward and the Mammoth Cave
backcountry awaited my arrival.
Backpacking
is one of those adventure activities that I’ve done enough of to consider
myself experienced, but not nearly enough of to have satisfied that inner
desire for adventure. Over the years
I’ve done countless more multi-day canoeing adventures than hiking adventures,
but even those outings have slowed in recent years. Call it age…call it complacency, call it
whatever you may…this simple fact remains; I’ve just not taken the time to get
out as much. There are times I have felt like I’ve lost my identity. It’s sad
in a way as I’ve always craved adventure…that’s why I joined the U.S. Coast
Guard back ’73…and man was that ever an adventure. It was during that time I discovered the joys
hiking along the ancient and rugged beaches of the Oregon coast and was first introduced to the
concept of backpacking…although it took several years before I followed through
with pursuing it.
1980's Edition |
In 1974 I purchased one of the first editions of ‘Backpacking – One Step at a Time’…although a bit dated now it is considered a classic on the sport…I still have that book…with its tattered, dog-eared
pages…I’ve read it cover to cover several times. Although the equipment has improved in
quality and variety over the years, the basic concepts contained within that
classic introduction still hold true nearly forty years later. Each time I
remove it from the bookshelf and thumb through the pages, memories from past
adventures come to life….
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The mountain lakes of Rawah Wilderness
in northern Colorado
proved a difficult if not rewarding hike back in ‘95. It took me three attempts to make it into the
area having been stymied twice by snow pack. On one of those attempts I almost
became a permanent part of the wilderness as I hiked off the trail a ways in
the snow, then managed to clumsily fall
(slide) off a twenty foot drop to the bottom of a snow packed ravine…twisting
my ankle in the process. All attempts to
climb out and retrace my steps back to the trail proved impossible. My only recourse was to walk cross country
downhill until I crossed the trail again…you probably guessed by now that I
eventually did find the trail some distance later and managed to hobble back to
the trial head…worn and tattered, but not deterred. A month later, on my third
attempt, I finally made it all the way to the lakes and spent an afternoon,
night, and morning at 10,000 feet. I can still feel the power of that mountain storm when it exploded
across the peaks…
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My
destination on this day inside Kentucky’s Mammoth Cave backcountry was only a
pedestrian somewhat less than a four mile hike to an area called ‘The Bluffs’.
Those four miles seemed much longer… a softer than preferred mid-section along
with not used often enough legs and
calves bore the brunt of the up and down hiking that followed. Even so, using
my terrain dictated unhurried walking pace it took maybe two hours or so to
find my way to what turned out to be an excitingly nice destination. The side
trail leading to the campsite dropped into a ravine with steeply sloping sides
on opposite flanks. Some distance into
the drop, a series of bluffs began to line the walls of the north side flanks
and near the base of those bluffs was the campsite. Two other hikers were there
when I arrived…having hiked in the day before...they were starting to pack up
and head out leaving me to myself and the backcountry.
Most of the
afternoon, I simply explored around the area checking out the bluffs and
looking for photo opportunities. I managed to capture about 200 photographs.
With the approach of evening the fire pit was reignited and I spent the last
hour or so at the end of the day until after sundown fixing supper and enjoying
the alone time. It was a feeling I’ve not felt in a long time…a kind of warmth
surrounded by the cold of night. A feeling of fullness and satisfaction
embraced with a sense of well being. A chill set in as the temperature dropped
when the light of the setting sun faded behind the western ridge. A few more logs on the fire helped…but the
day’s exertion began to catch up with my tired legs and mind. I called it an early evening.
I awoke at
first light the next morning after a somewhat restful sleep …peaked out the
front of my packer tent and discovered a pink sky greeting the new backcountry
dawn. I knew moments of light such as
this would not last long, so I reluctantly climbed out of the warm sleeping
bag, grabbed my camera and tripod and captured the first light of the morning
as it hovered over the ravine. I threw a
few logs on the still warm fire and with a few dried leaves for kindling it was
soon ablaze and filled the camp area with a golden red light that combined with
the light from the pink sky. I spent the first hour or so of the morning
sitting on a nearby rock and watched the backcountry sky change colors.
By late
mid-morning I was packed up and climbing out. My legs were still tired from the
previous day so I took my time on the way up stopping several times to simply
enjoy being there. It was during one of those stops I noticed that my old
hiking boots were coming apart…the soles separating from the uppers…time for a
retirement ceremony.
Sometimes
adventures like this, as simple as they are, are most enjoyable after all is
done and you take time to reflect on the moment. I rediscovered something about
myself on this trip…a lost younger identity resurfaced and reacquainted its
rusty memories with my older self. It was a most enjoyable experience…an
experience where underused muscles were once again called into service, where
old emotions were once again stirred, and where new emotions found an outlet.
It was a time of reflection where that desire for adventure became important
once again…it was a time well spent in the backcountry…sitting around the
campfire…and just maybe…beyond the campfire as well.
Keith